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Name: Aley
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Monday, July 25, 2005

I'll put more stuff in tommorow, because im bored now and I dont feel like typing any more. If you have ANY ideas or suggestions for me on anything and everything.. tell me because im bored!


 If you can think of a name for any of my poem thingys that dont have a name.. tell me! lol


Trapped

I'm stuck in here and I cant get out. Your suffocating me! I beat on the invisible walls that confine me to this hell. I wish to screan and screan until you notice, but I cant. I'm trapped. You think you are doing what is best for me, but if I dont escape I'll die. There's no way out, I'm starting to panic... I cant breathe! You think I'm being stupid, overreacting.. but you dont know how it is. You wont stop and try to think what my life is like. My life is a roller coaster of emotions. I fall into a minor depression every once in a while and when the track tilts p and my train makes it to the top, You are the one who pushes me off the edge. I'm trapped. I long for a life where I could be happy, truly happy, but there is none. I want to be able to talk to you, but I cant. You make me feel embarrased or stupid if I try to ask you a question or tell you something. I hate this being trapped and I can feel the walls closing in one me. Your killing me.


You think you know her

That hyper girl sitting over there smiling

Will you realize that It is all a flimsy facade? Tell her if you do. There are many layers of her, and her soul is as deep as the ocean blue. ( corny yes i know =-P )

She needs someone to explore the depths of it, will You?

She puts on faces so she can become what everyone expects and wants her to be

She has thousands of masks, would you like to see?

Look again at the hyper smiling girl over there

I bet if You knew what she was really like You would get quite a scare

Look, really look into her [ my ] eyes

What do you see?

Sadness, lonlieness, hatred?

All three?

See now, see how she cries? Go, Wipe away her tears and tell here that there in nothing to fear, [ for she fears a lot ] urge her tears to go

She needs you more than you could ever know.


Who wants to hear my deap thoughts on humanity? OOH! me! me!  lol here ya go... wether you wanna read it or not

 

Man has two enemies

 

The first is... ourselves

We can be one of our worst enemies at times

 

The second is much worse

The second is hate

 

Hate is the worst enemy of them all

 

Hate causes war,,

 

death and destruction

 

Hate will be the downfall of humanity



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